Lizet's Place

I woke up with Lady Gaga's Bad Romance stuck in my head. I wasn't listening to music as I fell asleep. In fact, I was reading cattraine's War Dogs for probably the millionth time. and the music I listened to before that was country.

anyways, I also had a odd dream about the guy I've had a crush on since probably the 10th grade but I've known my entire life (his mom and my mom were close friends and are still sort of close). In this dream he was trying to hook up with me but I kept saying no or pushing him away. Consciously I know he's in a relationship, or he was at Christmas when I last saw him, but a guy being in a relationship in the real world has never stopped me from dreaming about being in one with him in my dream world. does that even make sense?

so yeah, all that's to say, I think my dreams have theme songs. lmao Why else would I wake up with that particular song in my head after having a dream like that? This also has me wondering if when I wake up with songs in my head, was it due to a dream that I couldn't remember.

so there's this joke with my close friends that I'm a white girl in a black girl's body. I prefer country music to most other types, I don't sound like "most" black people (I rarely use slang and when I do, it's not ebonics) and I LOVE Jeff Foxworthy, Larry the Cable Guy, Bill Engvall and Ron White (basically the Blue Collar Comedy Tour comedians)

Also, September of last year or the year before that, I found out my grandmother's mother was white (she got pregnant by a slave her father owned and another family adopted her), so I texted Staci and my bff mommy_egats and told them and Staci was like "that explains a lot". Not an insult. just something I accept and joke about myself.

anyways, I'm listening to Boot Scootin' Boogie and suddenly want to see Danny and/or Steve in a country/western bar line dancing to this.

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