I'm so freakin' indecisive

I bit the bullet and did it...or I will come Saturday....well my best friend did it.

It's been 14 years since I've been on a cruise and probably 13 or 14 years since I've had a proper vacation.

Now, I turn 39 in about a month (September 9 to be exact) and I'm not doing anything special for it. Well, other than getting my hair done like I try to do every year.

BUT for my 40th birthday next year, the theme is "Oh Lordy! She's 40!" hahaha I've seen so many joke decorations about it that I was like yes! I don't know/care how, but it will happen!

Now, where I bit the bullet was what I'm going to actually do to celebrate turning 40 in 2022 and that's going on a cruise! Come 2022, it will have been 15 years since I've been on a cruise and my best friend told me that I need to do something for ME and not to worry about what others will say or think.

So yeah. My best friend actually booked the cruise today! *SCREAMS*

September 9-12, 2022 we will be on the Carnival Radiance!

September 10th is our day at sea.

September 11th we will be in Ensenada for the day

September 12th back in Long Beach

I have to stop myself from buying my "cruise clothes" now because I plan on spending the next 10-12 months doing daily walks and getting back on my diet and if I'm able to stick to it (I say if because when I'm in a depressive state, I either overeat or don't eat at all) I will have lost weight and any clothes I buy NOW will be too big.

I'm going to wait until June or July to start buying for the cruise. But that doesn't stop me from creating wishlists!