you suck

Yesterday I went to the doctor to meet/speak with the doctor who is going to remove the polyp in my uterus and any endometriosis that I have.

*sigh* This man. I waited about 15 minutes for him to come and right off the bat he was like "what are you here for?" and not in the way that doctors usually ask. It's hard to explain "verbally" heh

Anyway, he was all shocked when I told its been years since I had a period.

So he's going to submit the request for surgery to remove the polyp or endo (he switches back and forth between the two) and then he said I'm going to have to be on Provera for a while, every 3 to 4 months, but he didn't say how long "a while" is.

He preached at me for like 15 mins about losing weight, not as a way for having my period regularly, but to avoid further health complications when I get older.

All of the stuff he was saying I've been doing. Since Jan I've lost like 25 lbs and I'm fucking proud of that.

I don't drink soda as much as I used to, probably going to cut it out completely because it's messing with my eyes.

I'm eating less but eating more fruits and vegetables

So the next step is to get back to exercising.