I kinda don't want her to want Steve and Catherine together, maybe (I haven't really thought this through, just sort of winging it here). I guess because I want her to be sort of messed up after what she did to her children and her husband, how she's been living, the choices she's made -- and I want that to translate into being maybe jealous of Steve's attention, or wanting to try to be a MOM now to the point she's going overboard on trying to control things. If she's together enough to think "Catherine, similar training/professional background as Steve, a strong woman, she would be good for my son" and to think that unselfishly -- that makes her seem less messed up to me, and I'm such an angst junky that I want it all to be messy and screwed up and really not a very good mother-son-and-son's-friends/partners relationship.
And I think my brain really is packing it in now after babbling so much. I have no clue what I just said in the paragraph above this -- I may need to shut up now. :-)))
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Date: 2012-09-21 02:15 am (UTC)And I think my brain really is packing it in now after babbling so much. I have no clue what I just said in the paragraph above this -- I may need to shut up now. :-)))